Monday 23 November 2015

Discharged from ed services

Hey guys,
I come bringing posite news.
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I have been discharged from ed services


After 6 long months of being with the ed team today I waved happily goodbye from them.

Thinking back now of how far in those 6 month of how far I have come I am astonished with the progress I have made. In late August I couldn't even think of them discharging me today but after them putting me in inpatient it finally douned on me I can't live my life like tjis as I'm going to spend the rest of my life in hospital. So I gained the weight I needed to and 2 Months today said the best goodbye of my life from inpatient



I couldn't of come to where I am today if it wasn't for all the amazing help I have had from camhs, connected, Skye house, friends and family. And a huge shootout to everyone who comments and cheers me on in the ed community as you have all helped so very much xxx
No one can expect I'm cured now from my ed as I'm not and I know it will take time but I now have the strength to fight and say no to the evil voice that rulled me for 9 months and took everything away from me. And I can say that will not happen again I am strong  and if i struggle again with ed thoughts I will reach for help asap so I don't get into that place ever again when all I could think of was food, calories, exercise, weight and throwing up.

My next step in this journey is to stay weight restored and start focusing on other things in my life like school, friendships and most importantly the rest of my mental health which I haven't talked much about on here but might in the future. And then after work on my other mental health issues get finally discharged from camhs.
Things are looking very very positive right now for me ed wise I just need to use that determination in other aspects of my life but also stay healthy and eat what ever the hell I want and not what anorexia wants.

Love Becca xx


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